the floor is the ceiling, the ceiling is the floor

Today, just like most sundays was spent at home lounging around like a sack of potatoes. The lack of concentration in me is pathetic. I cant even get myself to do some art work. My mind evolves around something that is hard to let go..but as the days pass i think about it less and less.

 I feel like im on a roller coaster  ride, the one that you sit on a chair in a room and the room flips around. The ceiling is the floor and the floor is the ceiling. I sit on this chair and i can feel a pressure that makes me feel like im on the ceiling. No im not on any kinds of substances!!! Its this thing i've always had. Well not always but.... occasionally. I've always wondered if i was a little crazy.